Obsession and possession

Last few days, he was on leave but I was working due to hectic month end close. So he called and said that we should have lunch together..ahhh so sweet your husband..said some of my lady colleague..klu yang jantan dia cakap..bini hot bro..klu aku lama dah ikat kat umah!

And I just smile, only God knows that ah-so-sweet-husband-bini-hot-ikat-rumah were all spark of an obsession to a sex machine - to make full utilization of it. I can't deny he does love-eh me, coz he told me that sometimes, watehek anyways, when I'm more of his obsession actually. He's obsess with me - his toy. He called me at least 5 times a day, text me in between, if I didn't picked up or reply, I'm doomed. He sometimes came around my working vicinity to spot check if I'm at work or fucking somewhere. He have the security guards report to him on my whereabouts (I suspect), he checks my emails, chats, pictures, history, cache, recycle bins, my panties, my body if there's any bruises or scratch, my car mileage, where I pump my petrol..mm what else. Well, is that obsession or what? My no.1 fan aka stalker is my husband. How grateful can a wife be eh. He said all he can think of is my pepet and seeing me fuck with other guy. And my cunt don't even know how to speak. I guess that's why man hates woman that nags. Giler power siotss!

He said he has all the rights to do that coz I belong to him, I'm his wife. And I have no right to have any secrets from him. Yeah of coz, that is true. Marriage and partnering is all about that - sharing, caring, tolerance, understanding. I guess for him sharing here means, sharing dickpics or dickheads that I've fucked with or perhaps sharing my cunt with many dickheads, I don't know. Mak hilang arah tujuan bila hari-hari kena imagine dickery dickery dick nih! Nak makan meatballs Ikea pon rasa tak complete if takde sosej untuk dijilat! Saiko giler dowh!!

So anyways, back to lunch last few days, he text me that he will buy me lunch if I can came down from office not wearing my panties coz I'm wearing short skirt that day. Not a weird request anyways..and I was like aahh ok..my pepet is as cheap as the lunch treat anyways (like what he always said to me - sad really but I'm used to that anyways).

So after we had lunch , he finger fuck hold my hand in the car before dropping off me at the office. Sweet.

Kinky? You know if you have a normal relationship, going out not wearing panties is giler sexy okay, what more if you have a finger fuck holding hand session after that. But that is it, it's mutual. You don't say and imply that those session were for those paid lunch, and to say it to a wife ? Unless he thinks you as cheap as that set lunch. Well! Bingo!

And immediately when I was in the lift, I received his text again asking me to get picture of my apekcock and ask him to set up chat with him at night. Sigh. That was his underlying intention actually. That was his most awaits upah.

But I was too bz to even go to pee and how do I squeeze my time to get that fuckin apekdickpict. If it is that simple as "Hey Ah Kau, can you berry me you dickpic please. I need it when you still have your extra skin dangling and when it gets hard too. Your support is very much appreciated, thanks. Boleh?

And he would push and push me until I gave him the answer that he wants to listen. If I say Ah Kau or Ahmad or Kupusamy were not around to chat, he would provoke and challenge me..Kenapa dah tak laku dah? No one's interested with your pussy anymore is it? Lubang besar lori pon boleh buat u-turn? And he would laughed at me sarcastically. What would you feel if your partner said something like that to you? The reason I asked is because I do not know what else I should feel. It doesn't matter, this is not the first time he said that anyway.

I reached home quite late that nite and I need to attend the kids and all and fall asleep while sleeping them. I was so hungry that I woke up at 12 midnight to eat my dinner. I saw he was about to sleep and was taking his meds. He was mumbling that he's having back pain and headache all because of me and that I'm a selfish bitch. He said he had taken 2 BP pills and yet still in pain to indicate how stressful he was. It's all about me. It's all me that caused his sickness, he told me that many times. If he had a back pain, it's because I'm lazy to do house chores, if his urine got infected it's because I've been fucking around without telling him, if he got his headache it's because I didn't give him his dickpic and chats, even when I'm pregnant to my last doter, he said he needed to do DNA test to ensure she's his doter and that just crushed me to bones.

He scolded the kids without reason, he started to ignore me again, didn't eat my cooking and don't even look at me as if he despise me so much.

I'm too used to all that already that what I feel doesn't matter. I pity him really. He is still my husband. I can see he's in pain and struggling to overcome both physical and mental pain.

He just text me and said that he's going for a cockmassage because he can't get anything from me. I know he wouldn't dare though he wanted to. He just want to make me feel guilty for not giving him what he wants and that he need to seek outside pleasure for that. I know he will come back and use that  to ask for things that's painful for me to handle. I need to play hard and close my eyes imagining that I'm skate dancing on the smooth ice of Alaska.

I need to float myself somewhere until the pain is gone. 

* layan Black from Pearl Jam sambil makan sushi