Liking the licking?

That nite, he said he don't have so called 'appetite' to fuck me, boley? He said I'm the kind that is just of a pleasure to watch. I know he's stressed because I seem to be lacking of stories for him, not sharing any steamy chat and his provocative berry messages were ignored and he just wanted to irritate me. Basically, I'm just fed up with all this shit, and ended up hating men so much coz letting me to use and be used by them. And when I'm at home, every time when I wanna take bath he would watch. If I go naked he would said that I didn't have any fucking session during the day so it's ok for him to touch me and if I covered my body with towel (because I hate it coz he said I look like Siamese whore), he would said that I have bruises or scratches on my body that I was hiding. And he keep on comparing how I was willing to obey to what other men wanted me to do, but with him I  ignore his request and keep on asking me..Have you got the dictpic? Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic?Have you got the dictpic? It's driving me nutsssssssssss!!!!Mental gua siotss!!!

So back to that nite, again he told me that he will fuck me if I have chat with my so called fuck fren and he will fuck me while I'm chatting with them. He took my phone and passed it to me. That annoyed me to the max because wa memang dah stim giler and at the peak of my hornyness. I can't control the feeling of the need to get fuck. The point where he said that he's not going to fuck really upset me. So no matter how I hate it, I managed to get him one new cockpicture. Quite easy, I'm not sure why some man love to send me their dictpic. Well anyways, it was a nice one really. Do I need to describe it in detail ? Nahh..

But this guy likes to call and I hate it. I don't like stupid cliche steamy conversation to be dragging. So I pretend. I'm a good pretender that is.

So I got him what I want and ask him to give me a fuck. He said its not enough. He wanted to see the cum. Shit fuck I really hate it to feel like begging. So I told him to get me the dildo because I really tak tahan already. So he took out all the equipment,.. but hold on.. let me rewind few hours before that..

He told me that the toys were out of battery. And  when we came back from supper he reminded me to buy the batteries for the dildo. And while he was filing up the petrol, I need to ask the batteries from the counter coz it's already midnite and they closed the door. So the conversation is like this.

Hello ada battery tak ? I asked the banglaman

Ada..mana satu.? A4, A3, A2?

I was puzzled. I know A4 is Audi, A3 a paper size and A2 is what I get for my Math.

Yg kecik punya..bukan bukan..ya ya itu itu

He got me the right one and ask. Apa bikin battery malam-malam..

Eh bangla ni..macam tau tau plak..Saya mau pakai for errrr..torchlight

Torchlight pakai busat punya..itu kecik..

Err..torrchlight saya kecik..

I wish I could say..

Ooo..itu saya punya vibrator sudah abis battery. Saya mau letak itu battery dan main sama itu vibrator

And banglaman tu pun akan wish to reply

Ooo..pakai battery ka? Saya punya tak payah pakai battery.. u mau ka??

Hahaha..wtf!! I'm nuts!

So back to that session, the toys were full charged with batteries and it gave me joy to the max. You know, when you reached peak of it, it just blow you mind. Scientifically, it produce an almost trance-like state where women do not have any emotional feelings at that time. Euphoric that is. It last for few seconds, but it was a moment that you will be longing for everytime and that's a gift. Sometimes the clit-O is sufficient to just set you free. I don't think I really do need a man kot..muhaha..I just keep it in my bag in case I need it and it's hygienic too. You don't have to worry about getting disease. I mean I'm financially stable, I have my kids and I have my toys that can give me joys. Man ? Mmm..another toy? 

Gosh I sound like a total bitch kan..nahh I didn't mean that really. Wa just stressed to max today. I need a good fuck tonite. 

Okthanksbai.