Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Tip of the orgasm

Here's some boring stuff. 

I don't really like wearing jewelry, so I don't have many of them. The only jewelry I own are those mom  bought me since I was a baby and those sets I got from my marriage hantaran, in which I don't wear any of them. I'm a bit clumsy when it comes  to keeping all those things intact. It's either masuk lubang toilet, tersangkut kain tuala or misplaced it. Sometimes when I lost things, he would said..nasib baik la your pepet tu melekat..else I don't know which man you have it stick to. Anyways.. I find it a bit inconvenient to sleep when you have the earring poked behind your ears and that huge rock on your finger scratched your face and worst my baby. So I usually don't wear them at all. I only wear cheap watch and accessories, tu pun bila rasa nak melawa..which is like everyday heheh..so if hilang or scratch tak la ralat sangat. But with cheap watch and accessories, I'm a trend setter babe..tak tipu. I don't really wear branded items, not that I can't afford it coz I am the brand..cewahh!

So my hard earn usually wasted on shoes, bags and make ups..an obsession yang tidak dapat dibendung. Whenever I bought them it's like reaching a minor orgasm.

Materially, they make me happy. I'm happy to have them arranged and organized in wardrobe and on the shoe racks and dressing table. Whenever I'm stressed I dust, polished them and if they need repair I will attend to it. Giler saiko I know. But those are little things that make me happy. But there's one day, that he said my bags were occupying many parts of the wardrobe and that the shoes racks were ridiculously displayed under the stairs and it looks stinky (no they are not okay!). It was a big issue to him. I guess, in the house I should claim no space for my stuff. So, hakak merajuk okay..so I thrashed all the shoes and bags in garbage plastic bags and put them in the store. He seemed fine with that but it was a sad sad day. I leave only those frequently used shoes in the boot of my car..maybe I should have shoe rack in it..wtf! I know some may not understand this, but imagine having a series of guitar collections with EricClapton or Slash signature on it and your partner called them as some guitar cabok and ask you to keep it in store?! Sad la..serious! 

And yesterday, I found out that my little doter sudah buat project. She quietly ransack my cosmetic bag and sudah buat painting on her face and neck with my concealer daaa..waaaa..But, I'm ok with it. It's good for her to experiment those make ups..she must have observed me putting on those things and wonder.

So I asked her..Adik, why do you put on mummy's make up?..look in the mirror..do you look pretty with those spot here and there? 

No mummy not pretty 

So why u play with mummy make up ?

I want pretty like mummy

Princess already beautiful..mummy not pretty and need make up to cover it.

Agak-agak..dia paham tak mak dia memakai metaphor tahap dewa-dewi..haha..she's so cute that I don't mind she's playing with my shoes, bag, accessories and make up. It will be hers one day anyway.. tu jela harta mak dia yang ada..and I'm giving her the memories that she once played with it :)

The smudge

The major smudgee..huwaaaa

2 comments:

Jemz said...

3rd para..ok paham2...mmg sedih. wa penah la ada gitar idaman sebijik, tiap2 ari duk belek2..lap2..tapi main tak reti..keh keh keh.

M said...

ish ish..kenapa tak reti main?

if not leh hupload youtube..lihatlah donia.. keh keh keh ;)

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