Apparently there are many psycho wankers out there. I still can say it's a psycho act based on religions and social norms that we have but unless at a point that I myself think that this is acceptable, therefore I'm the psycho who think that I'm normal and the rest are all psychos. God forbid!
Like I said. I'm not alone facing this shit! From stories and cases shared below it's either things will get exposed to public - 'sapa-yang-malu?-mereka-dan-keluarga-mereka' case or the husband's dead.
And they all are their husbands - a man you suppose to protect, love, cherish and watever nice words there are.. well I don't give a fuck.
I feel for them, what they had to go through, emotionally battered, lost, scared and all shitty feelings that no one will understand. And people will question why does it took you so long to get out of it? And started to judge and prejudice to all your effort to find a safer and happy life. And that's just sad.
The fact is that, no matter how their husband treated these women (including me), we all love-eh-watefak their husband. Clinging to whatever possible hope, that one day they will change to better but went worst - moving to more extreme levels. What being sucked out of you, will never enough. And that all the sacrifices are for their kids to be in a family. It's all about other people happiness except yourself. That's how stupid a woman can be in the eyes of others.
Case 1 : Refer Sodomized
Case 2 : Skype
Case 3 : The Pastor Wife
I wanna
be stronger and wiser. I want to be in control of him and of
everything. And like they said, things that didn't kill you, makes you
stronger. And I will be a good mother, a successful women - that are the
things within my control.
Those that beyond my control (can't control myself situation ?), I just give myself a hard fuck up.
Just pray that I won't make any headlines la ye!
** Listening to John Mayer - Gravity while eating kerepok ikan keras boleh tercabut gigi!!
