Friday, July 19, 2013

peace

This mark the new leaf of life and it may not be mainstream.
 
Life change and so does everyone.

Well, talking about change.. I'm changing my car soon. Had an accident early Jan this year, where I got banged on the door side. Pintu kemek la but still..lepas check with the mechanic roughly cost about RM400 to repair and that guy agreed to pay. So to cut long story short, I ask him to help meet that guy coz I was at mom's place. So the guy paid to him the money...and guess what.. the money never reached me and the car never got repaired until today. When I asked where's the money, he said he used it and I never asked him about the money again.
 
Then I had another accident last June. This time I was coming out of a junction and a motorbike hit the car and he flew over and fall on the roadside. I was scared like shit..afraid if I killed him. Luckily the impact was not that strong but still his tyre  bengkok sikit and he had few scratches on the hands. Havoc la jugak tepi jalan tu. I remember I kept on saying sorry to him and checking on him if he's ok to walk and to check on his bike. I could see his legs and hands were trembling, probably he was shocked himself. I felt so bad, really. Then I remember I left my daughter in the car and she was looking at me from the car window. As I ran back to my car, I saw..like OMG!! my car..!! Pintu kemek..spoiler koyak...Aduhaiii...

I took my name card from purse and ran back to that guy who was already surrounded by mamat motor yang lain who's also checking on him. I gave him my card and told him to repair his bike and to see doctor and to contact me for all those charges. He's ok with it. Few days later he called and said it's RM100 damages and I bank in the money into his account. Settled.
 
What's not settled still, were those severe dents and scratches added on to those unrepaired dents from previous accident. It really hurt me to see the car in that conditions. Sedih siotsss!! And the more I look at it, the stronger feeling I got that it's time for me to let her go.
 
The car has been with me for 4 years and I never had any intention of changing it before. Such a loyalist I am. Though I always dream of driving some fancy car, I'm basically a practical person who love simplicity and decency unlike the diva personification people always percept on me. Muahaha? As long as it takes me to place I want to be, I'm good.

2 things about the car ;
 
  • She witnessed many life events ; my journey, destinations and passengers that ever sat their assess on the seats.
  • Some notty things did occurred in the car too..oh well
  • It's kinda private space. I talk to myself in that car. I feel its vacuum space helps me to listen to myself better. I'm pretty sure that she laughed at me listening to silly stuff I said or perhaps praying for all my uttered hopes.
So..I bid you farewell my dear car. Thank you for all those wonder years we've been together. I hope you will find a good owner that will take care of you well as much as you will take care of him/her.
 

Blessing in disguise

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