Thursday, March 5, 2009

privacy please ?

He will usually lay on the bed and check my mobile phones and identify those odd number that I received during office hours. He would tie that or this number relate to John or Sam or Remy and would asked me to verify. And I would just laugh and told him its the bank calls to remind me about payments that's due. And that would make him pissed off. Hell yeah!

He would also check my office emails, internal chats, pictures and histories of all my web visits. He has all my log on passwords in my laptop. He said that I should give him all the passwords, unless I have something to hide. And because I hate for him to think that way and prolonged on some stupid arguments, I gave in. The fact that I just want to have some privacy and a lil space of my own. Don't I deserve that ? I consoled myself that at least I have my yahoo messenger, facebook and blogs that didn't get hacked. Hell yeah it got complicated even more.

There's one day that I forgot to log off properly from my notebook. As usual, he would use my notebook to surf and I got all my YM's on, yahoo and gmails happily displayed for him. Lovely! He was extremly overwhelmed with that discovery. Oh well, besides all the chat lists, he also read all my emails, including those that's in thrash and spam list. And I felt that I've been stripped all over. There's nothing left for me to keep for myself. Nothing. My phone, my cyberworld all are now his. I guess when you're owned, you're entitled for nothing. Privacy is meant for individual and not someone like me.

Apparently that finding really excites him. He said that he's thankful coz I'm willing to share all that with him (like I have a choice) and he loves me for that. He asked me to send email to any guy that lure for me, and to ask him if he wanna have some play with me. I gave excuses of course (I got reputation to secure), but he didn't take disappointment well and so I wrote an email to Lee to satisfy him. Lee is a fat Chinese guy that always been hinting of getting between my legs. He always said I'm his MILF but he always regard me as an open minded and honourable women . And the only reason I keep in contact with Lim is for me to have some story to tell Addy about it. About how Lim would love to fuck me. Though most of the time I need to add lots of imaginations to it, to make it sounds so kinky. And Addy just love that.

And that moment, we ended up fucking on the sofa in a doggy style - while I'm writing email on my notebook and Addy thrusting his hardcock from behind. Damn is was a good fuck!!

And the next morning, when Lim asked me if I did sent him some intriguing invitation, I have no choice but to pretend that I knew nothing about it. I got my reputation to protect. I'm not sure if he believed it, but he said he would be most lucky guy if it really happened. Phew!!

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