bloody me

It's been a while, yes I know. Well actually, there supposed to be some post last two weeks, but then something happened to me, so it won't be appropriate anymore to publish it, so it will be in draft mode at the moment. 

Sempena kita semua pon sedang menyambut Ramadan al Mubarak ni..rasanya wajarlah untuk kita hormat dan menggunakan sebaik-baik keberkatan yang ada dalam bulan ini. And in that post, seperti biasa la..contained mostly words that could trigger man's imagination to run wild..and so does the hand.. so tanak lah kannn..

Jadi, dalam post ini, saya akan cuba lah untuk tidak berkata-kata lucah agar terpelihara puasa saya dan juga saudara/saudari (ada ke pompuan baca blog nih?). Else fasting is nothing less than just a diet..kan?

Today, I just came back working after going on medical leave for a week. So what happened was that I had a head injury which basically ended up with some 4 stitches on the back of the head and maybe some slight concussion. Blood almost drenched my shirt but luckily there were ice to stop more from flowing.

I was admitted to hospital for 2 days coz my head spin really bad -  I see things around me moves and spin and I have to close my eyes to stop it. And it didn't work coz even though my eyes were shut, I can still feel as if things were moving around me. The spinning was quite bad, so I felt nausea and vomited few times. Alhamdulillah, CT brain scan was all good. So I was given jap to stop the vomiting and lepak la kat spital tu. I didn't managed to bring back my laptop, coz it was in the office. Else, leh la nak blog sepatah dua. Nasib baik la ada gak henpon..leh la surfing, fesbuk (my kid's account ye) and layan twitter. 

He was nice to me. He bathe me and shampooed my hair that was dried with blood. The smell of blood flowing down from my body somehow gave me saddening feeling. It was smell of tragedy, a death.

The moment I had that injury, he was telling me that I've made lots of sins and it was to remind me and to cleanse my sins bla bla bla. Dok bebel la pasal my mistakes, sins and all sort of preach about repayment for being bad woman. Well I'm ok if you wanna remind me of all that, which is the truth anyway, but takyah la do it while I'm still holding my pain on the ER bed. Nak tahan sakit lagi, nak dengar kata-kata yang menyakitkan lagi. Like hellooo...at least I got reminded..means God still have mercy on me..and you? Tu belum lagi masuk my mom yang datang and kasik almost the same ceramah. I know they all meant well, but hello boleh tak buat masa lain?

That incident really struck me. Yes I do admit it was sort of a reminder and I'm thankful for being reminded. And being an optimist, I do also believe there's always hikmah besides it. Jadi genius ke maybe...but that just leave it to me to know. Ngehngehngeh.

Btw, lupa pulak nak citer how I got that head injury. I had futsal game and cheering competition. So nak kelentong cakap head injury coming from futsal memang tak logic sebab the cut was behind of the head. Lagipun padang futsal mana leh luka, unles u slide kaw kaw kann..

So ekcerli, the cut was due to salah budget buat somersault okeh. Wa mmg takde hal buat somersault ni sebab wa memang stok-stok gymnasts. The first flip was perfect..then came the back flip..which was the point where my brain and hands got disconnected. When I was flipping high, the brain didn't send any signal to hands on what to do next. That was the moment where the memory went blank or black. I can feel like flying though, until kedebuk jatuh ke atas simen macam nangka busuk. I didn't feel a thing, maybe a bit numb so I stood up and walk until my friend shouted panicky that there was blood oozing out from my head. Hakak rilek je memula..until I saw the panic face on every one coz the blood was a lot. They put on ice and took me to the nearest hospital. Tak caya ke hakak buat sommersault ? Hahahaha..tu blom lagi tindakan-tindakan akrobat tegar..memasukkan...oppss..dah dah..pose ni beb!

So that's the story la..in another 2 days need to see doc again to pull off those stictches plak..aduss macam nyilu je pepet makk..ishh!!

 

saki baki darah..ni sikit je nih

kepala kena shave sket..huhu

Anyways...Marissa ucapkan Selamat Menyambut Ramadan al-Mubarak ni. Semoga kita menggunakan sebaik-baik kemulian bulan ini untuk mendapat rahmat dan keberkatan dari Allah swt...Wassalam :)