heart for thoughts

Alhamdulillah my dad's heart operations went well. Nama panjang operation tu ialah Coronory Artery Bypass Graft (CABG). They took veins from his leg and replaced it with 3 stems that were blocked in his heart (lebih kurang camtu la).

So I took 1 week leave and flew over to my hometown in Edinburgh Scotland (tipu). He went with me for 3 days and I'm glad coz he's around. My siblings were all there too.

My dad came to concious a day after, but he was a bit groggy and moody but overall he's ok. It was a taxing week - woke up at 6am and came back from hospital late night by 12 or 1am everyday. Kaki dah melecet asik tawaf hospital, jalan sana sini settling things and badan pon makin penat. There's one night, while me and my siblings were walking back to our car, my bro said he saw 'something' at the hospital. Jeng jeng jeng...

I asked him ' awak nampak Ju-On ke? Dia cakap haah.

I asked him again ' Dekat corrider tu ke? Dia cakap Haah

Dia buat apa? Wa tanye.

My bro said ' dia tengah duduk mencangkung kat ujung corridor tu, muka macam blur, pakai baju uniform hospital'

So we all like Okayyyy...I told him that I had goosebumps when passing that corridor. Tapi sebab takde tempat lain dah nak lalu bila malam..so terpaksa la lalu..so dah immune.

After 3 days, him, all my bro and sis dah balik. Tinggal la wa bersama ibu tiri wa menjaga ayah. And because I'm the last to stay keje wa memang asik to and fro to airport jela, to fetch and send them, since sumer timing tak sama. Haihh.. Masa derang takde la kipas aircond kereta jem and so kereta pon overheat la plak. Terpaksa la wa berenti tepi jalan, pi beli air mineral 5.5litre isi dalam karburator..ke radiotor? Ntah... So tu wa tunggu la nanti my bro balik untuk repair.

Seminggu tak kerja memang la best, dapat melepak dengan my siblings yang ramai tu and most of all with me dad. Everytime he wanted to cough, he need to press the small pillow onto his chest. He also need to exercise his lung using spirometer. His chest was binded with vest, so he feel a bit comfortable. The doctors were all nice people and we had interesting conversation about life. And sebab doc tu foreigner we ended up speaking Landen la..Mmmmm..The joy we get is to see patients recover and go back home happily - kata doktor itu. Yayaya. And Its logic and common sense that when you see you dad need to go surgery like this, that you stop smoking? He was referring to other patients, tapi mak sentap la kejap. Huhu. Doktor ni macam tau la plak.

Bila balik tu tengok email inbox yang beribu riban, tiber je rasa sesak nafas. Haihh..Just called me mom, and dad will be discharged today. Alhamdulillah. I pray and hope that he will be a better person than he used to be, since dah given 2nd chance and pakai recycle parts ni kan..

Till we meet again.





We were not in Sibu, but my bro saw this that night and was excited as he claimed he saw UFO siotss.. We laughed calling him delusional sbb masa kecik tak dapat jumpa UFO. Skali esoknya..keluar paper daa..they said it's object pegun. Tapi my bro said pegun apanya..siap leh round round naik atas bawah lagi..he still insist that was a UFO and he's the chosen one kunun..And tis is far more gempakk than nampak Ju-On..Hahaha..ape ape la bang oii..janji happy.

I guess, there's always miracles and things that transcended our mind that we tend to forget, lies somewhere to remind us how small we are and such limited knowledge we have to even imagine about it. And as long as we know that's the fact, we need to keep our humanity and strive for knowledge. Macam cikgu la plak.. Ok la bye.